my M E M O R I E S

Monday, November 27, 2006

i ve been thinking again.
mom.
how many hours in a week do i get to see you?
lemmethink.
430 to 6,930 to 11 on mondays and fridays
930 to 11 on tuesdays and thursdays
1 to 11 on weds,sats and suns.
that adds up to:
1h30+1h30+1h30+1h30+1h30+1h30+10h+10h+10h=41 hours
that is
what
just about the span of... slightly less than two days?
omgosh.
i think i should be missing you more.
and next year it ll be even less
i think it ll only be the span of one single day
(excluding the hols.)
yes.
and im growing further and further away from you
i mean it's obviously natural right
and anyway
do you notice at all?
i guess you do
you re starting to complain
anyway
sorry for me being so irritating sometimes
(but thats because sometimes you irritate me too unintentionally)
(but sometimes its just me)
sorry for all the procrastination and roomy untidiness
but
yes you re a really greaat mom
(although i havent been updating you a lot lately)
i hope you understand that i need my space too
you re just so not comp savvy
so
you ll never ever ever read this post unless i leave it here and walk off
but
yeah
<3

frigging shit
i hate you so much
why didnt i listen to shu
ihateyouihateyouihateyouihateyou
(or maybe a lesser word would be dislike.but yea wells)
you suck
i reallly hope i dont seem bitchy here
but you re horrible horrible
and you re so horrible that i keep hogging on the fact that you re horrible
and at night i think you re horrible
and in the day i think you re horrible
and in tennis i think you re horrible
and in choir i think you re horrible
(DUHH)
OH YOU SURE ARE HORRIBLE
(yes you are)
okayokay i shall shut up about this horrible shitter and move on already
(a big boo to you)

ayyer i shall cont. on the next post
aghh
too many words
too little time
<3